Loving What Is
I met with Lisa today for a few hours. I am so lucky to have such wonderful teachers in my life—teachers who really challenge me.
Lately, I’ve been doing a lot of thinking about how my actions are, at times, not at all congruent with my intentions. With the family constellation training, what we are learning in LIOS, and many of the books I’m reading, I’m becoming more aware of my own patterns. It’s really painful to see how my own thoughts and fears are affecting certain situations in my life.
After my session with Lisa, I went to the Sunlight and read more of Loving What Is. Self realization honestly can be a pain in the ass. In the long run, I know all the questioning and self reflection will lead me to a better place; it just makes things in my life a bit more complicated at the moment. It’s like all of a sudden this information is coming from nowhere.
And part of me would rather go wash the dishes.
Lately, I’ve been doing a lot of thinking about how my actions are, at times, not at all congruent with my intentions. With the family constellation training, what we are learning in LIOS, and many of the books I’m reading, I’m becoming more aware of my own patterns. It’s really painful to see how my own thoughts and fears are affecting certain situations in my life.
After my session with Lisa, I went to the Sunlight and read more of Loving What Is. Self realization honestly can be a pain in the ass. In the long run, I know all the questioning and self reflection will lead me to a better place; it just makes things in my life a bit more complicated at the moment. It’s like all of a sudden this information is coming from nowhere.
And part of me would rather go wash the dishes.
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