And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom. Anais Nin

I’ve had several moments lately where I’ve felt if I were to die, I would die truly happy. I wish I could freeze these moments, remember them when things seem overwhelming. And it’s not that I want to die—not by any means—or feel that I've done all that I wanted. I'm so excited about what’s to come, even the personal challenge I know is just around the corner.

I guess at this point in my life, I feel at peace in a lot of areas—at least areas of my personal life. My relationships aren’t always easy, but (for the most part) I’ve reached a place where I’m content. I'm surrounded by friends who inspire and challenge me. I’ve come such a long way with my family, and enjoy the time that I get to spend with them. And, after many years, I’m with someone I truly love--in a relationship that continues to amaze me. I'm moving forward. Step by step.

It’s my professional life where there are more loose ends, so much more that I want to accomplish—and some things that I yearn for but can’t fully imagine yet.

In time...

For now, I’m going to focus on the moments where the rest of the world seems to disappear. Relish in them. Practice just standing still, letting the warm rays of the sun touch my skin. Listen to the sound of the water as I’m running through the park. Be thankful.

Accept these gifts that are being offered to me.