Leap and the net will appear--I hope so!

So now there are two options--the one on Madison and a Holistic Healing Center that is opening in the central district (with Bastyr graduates who have full acupuncture and ND practices). Both spots are appealing. I love the idea of being able to collaborate with others and offer complimentary services.

I'm going back to look at both tomorrow with a couple of colleagues from school. :) This is what I want.

Envisioning the freedom to take time to set up my practice and continue training in the way I want to is a huge positive if B. and I do end up selling the house. I need to change my thinking and believe that if we do sell the house, it is for very good reasons and for me to really embrace my future and my new career, I need to let go of the old.

It's funny, I'm being recruited randomly for writing positions that I'm sure have huge salaries and would enable me to keep the house--but they come with a price.

I want to do work that feeds my soul and is expanding.

Taking on contract writing jobs (even with keeping the house) would pull me in the wrong direction. And, I would only be taking them out of fear.

If I am honest with myself, I question whether or not I would be able to go back, even on a part time basis, when I feel so passionate and so much momentum about counseling.

And if I am doing what I love, then I hope that everything else will fall into place--and I won't regret my choice for a moment.

Better yet--I want to believe, really believe that I could keep the house and build the future I want doing the work that I love. That would make me very happy, I just don't know how it would work...yet.